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Cya!

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 18, 2005, 10:44 PM
Im leaving DA..Sort of.

Moved accounts to [link]

Please move all devwatches etc. there.
Am moving artworks now,

Just didnt like the name.
Bye.

Hmm..

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 15, 2005, 2:26 AM
Im almost thinking of making a new account coz i didnt really think about it when i chose this one (my email. lol.)

Anyway, my life is kinda...bleh at the moment, so im not gonna update for a while i assume.
Im getting adobe photoshop 7.0 and adobe illustrator soon. Im also planning on going to the zoo in about a week so ill be taking my camera and about 2 films so i can try to take some good shots. lol.

Anyway, school formal in 2 days..i suppose im looking forward to it, but..i dunoo.

Oh well, cya all later!

Back on Track

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 3, 2005, 5:55 AM
Studying is so crap and mundane, that i just couldnt take it anymore! Ive decided that since i have at least 2 days between each exam, ill study then ^^ well, i will study some now, but not as much as im trying to (all day, everyday)

Since im not studying, i decided to draw, i havnt dont any non digital/photgraphic work in so long, i expected to be totally crap at it, but...i went really well! I just got some pictures i had in a fairy book and decided to copy some nice ones, and evil demons too. lol.
Using only pencils and a rubber was invigorating! i loved it so much. i think it looked good because i NEEDED to draw, it helps me relax so much!

On other notes....I have none! :D
Ill be sure to post up my pics once ive done them all.
Here's my progress:
Bowl of Potatos in Lead: 100%
My Dog in coloured pencils: 85%
A ballet Dancer in coloured pencils: 99%
The Snow Queen: 75%
Lamia: 5%

Posting soon. Hope all are well.

My love, Gummybear ^^

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 2, 2005, 3:55 AM
As i type, there are AT LEAST 50 moths trying to get in my window. of course there is glass there, so they cant.
My cat has jumped up and after being attacked by kamakazii moths, ate 2. Its quite freaky, i think they want to kill me..

On another note, im FINALLY uploading some work. bear in mind, most of it is quite old. ive been manipulating stock and such, but i just dont like it.
Ive made a list of art i need to do after exams, at the moment it is about 1 and a half pages long. it includes photos, digital art and the good old traditional art, how i miss it. *reminisses*


This account is gonna go full on after school finishes! Im just waiting. stuff parties, stuff drunken ramblings, stuff...stuff, im sittin' outside in the summer sun and PAINTING! BO YEH! :headbang:






A note for sparda....-emo sucks- making you feel good :D

Love to all, gummybear. (im chewable and yummy)

Questions

Journal Entry: Fri Sep 23, 2005, 5:46 AM
Just watched the hitchhikers guide to the galexy. Dont understand why they dont know the ultimate question, should of just asked me, i know the question and the answer.

The question: Why
The answer: Because

As simple as that. I think it explains a lot dont you?

Anyway, i havnt been submitting anything at all lately, i just cant find inspiration, i cant get any ideas into or out of my head, ive had some, but just cant seem to make them real.
Picasso said that all something needs to exist is the be an idea, a thought, so, i guess my artworks do exist, even if no one else can see them, but it would be nice of others could see them.

Ive finally leant all i need to know about layers on photoshop, i guess for now ill just fiddle with stock photos till i can make my own ideas real.

Of course, ill be studying for my hsc for at least 3 weeks, that'll be....crap.
i want to do well, coz ive applied for a course to teach visual arts in highschool, so im pretty sure i need a good mark for that, if not, ill be teaching early childhood.

It seems so strange to be moving on. I used to be so sure of things, now everything has changed, i just need to know whether its for the better. i feel depressed at the thought of loosing touch with those i love, and moving on. i sometimes wish i could stay young like this forever...its hard to try and contemplate what my future will be when im already unsure about the present.

Ill just have to live and let things go their own course.

Good luck to everyone in whatever it is they do :hug:

My love to all.
Gummybear.