Just watched the hitchhikers guide to the galexy. Dont understand why they dont know the ultimate question, should of just asked me, i know the question and the answer.
The question: Why
The answer: Because
As simple as that. I think it explains a lot dont you?
Anyway, i havnt been submitting anything at all lately, i just cant find inspiration, i cant get any ideas into or out of my head, ive had some, but just cant seem to make them real.
Picasso said that all something needs to exist is the be an idea, a thought, so, i guess my artworks do exist, even if no one else can see them, but it would be nice of others could see them.
Ive finally leant all i need to know about layers on photoshop, i guess for now ill just fiddle with stock photos till i can make my own ideas real.
Of course, ill be studying for my hsc for at least 3 weeks, that'll be....crap.
i want to do well, coz ive applied for a course to teach visual arts in highschool, so im pretty sure i need a good mark for that, if not, ill be teaching early childhood.
It seems so strange to be moving on. I used to be so sure of things, now everything has changed, i just need to know whether its for the better. i feel depressed at the thought of loosing touch with those i love, and moving on. i sometimes wish i could stay young like this forever...its hard to try and contemplate what my future will be when im already unsure about the present.
Ill just have to live and let things go their own course.
Good luck to everyone in whatever it is they do
My love to all.
Gummybear.